I've heard there is something called willpower. Where could I find some?

[misachan]

So I bowed to the inevitable and signed up for spn_reversebang - I'd decided to wait until the art reveals in an obviously futile attempt to NOT sign up for All The Things, but we can all see how that worked out. I've got my five - well, four, really - so now there's only the wait until claiming. If I actually get my first choice I might need to hire some bodyguards because I can already tell people will be shedding blood over it.

Eh. At least I'll be up at 3AM on a weekend this time, instead of, y'know, a Wednesday.:)

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I am trying to break my horrifying writer's block with an awesome new meme! I'm gonna close it at...I don't know, sometime tonight, so jump in while you can!

Also, you all are MEAN. So mean to poor Cas. So much meaner than I am! No one gets to complain next time I write dark!fic, that's all I'm saying.:)

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[sirenshaper.livejournal.com]

Begging your pardon, dear madam, but it is you who still holds the crown for being mean to Cas. Though you almost always give him happy/semi-happy endings, you have still--

1. Given him nightmares of Lucifer.
2. Made him high on pagan dust.
3. Sent him to Hell.
4. Let the effects of Pestilence's illness linger.
5. Had his wings ripped apart more than once.
6. Had his wings ripped completely off more than once.
7. Had him fatally stabbed more than once.
8. Had him tortured by his brothers more than once.
9. Let him suffer poisoning in a nexus.
10. Let him face his worst nightmares.
11. Had him tortured to death by demons.
12. Had him almost killed by a demon.
13. (drumroll)Had his mind twisted and broken by none other than the love of his life.

Is it a coincidence that last one would be lucky thirteen?

But, alas, you are always mean to Cas with a vital purpose, and that is all any reader can ask for. I, too, requested you to be mean to Cas, but not without purpose. When reading "On the Head of a Pin" for the bajillionth time, I asked myself "would I be screaming in outrage if Dean had been a woman and Cas had violently kissed him like that?" And the answer was--YES!!!

Yeah, grief, sexual frustration, and a craving for comfort do not a good combination make for anyone, but that's no excuse. Cas needs to understand you don't violently take what you want and then ask for it.

Just my two cents.